THINGS CHANGE

Nothing lasts forever.  There are times when this is a comforting and welcome bit of news, especially when life is painful and hard to bear.  I can tell myself it’s only temporary, change is inevitable and soon you will feel differently than you do now.  Other times non-permanence is a sad and frustrating experience, especially when I want the situation or feeling to last longer.  It can be tempting to try to hold on until it mournfully slips from my grasp.  When I was little there was so much change all around me that I struggled to remain upright and keep my balance.  I learned to not depend on anyone because people leave.  I learned to not expect what was promised because promises were broken.  So as an adult, it can be challenging to believe in stability, constancy, and steadfast commitment.

Today, I would like to be comfortable in the ever-spinning dance of life.  Bobbing and weaving, back and forth, as life flows through this day.  Holding on and savoring the moments and experiences that I love with gratitude and appreciation and then opening my hands gracefully to allow change.  I feel the solidity of the earth beneath my feet and the core of my being strong and resilient within.  I can trust those I choose to put my faith in and know that although relationships, circumstances, and life may evolve into something different, I remain solid in my faith in myself, others, my higher power and a belief that life is continually offering opportunities to transform and grow.  I will listen to the music and dance.